Its been 3 weeks and 1 day since I last spoke to you.
I offered my heart for you to have forever. I risked the life I know here for a chance to be happy.
but you told me, no.
I'm trying my best to make it through. Some days I feel like I can do this. Some days I wonder if I will always feel broken having lost you. A piece of me is missing.
"The one person I've ever loved so completely."
You said that to me once, and now I know what it means... to love completely.
I miss you so much. I feel empty. But here I am. This is the longest I've gone without speaking to you in almost 2 years, and I'm still alive. My body refuses to stop breathing.
Sometimes I wish it would stop breathing.
So on I'll go, surviving without you. Tears refuse to fall anymore for the boy who doesn't want me.
but my fragile little heart is having trouble finding a way to heal.
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