bruised

I've had a rough time lately. I still feel bruised all over every day. Maybe I'm just impatient with this process. When I'm able to sleep, I can forget about stuff for a little while... but every day when I wake up, I remember my best friend is gone and feel sad again. Can you just tell me that you are fine, and everything is getting better for you, and you are much better off without me? I just want to be better, and maybe if you are, then I can get on with it. Please tell me its all going to be okay.