let me sleep

What am i supposed to do with myself?

i try to sleep away the pain.

But after sleeping for days, i can't seem to sleep anymore.

Laying in bed in the dark is too quiet, too lonely.

When i wake up, i sit and don't know what to do with myself.

i don't have anything to look forward to.

There is nothing to look forward to but more emptiness.

The things i enjoy have no appeal.

Moving at all feels like too much effort.

I can't live every day crying over this loss.

The loss of something more beautiful than i knew existed.

Lost.

i'm lost.

i just want to sleep.

please let me sleep.