Every moment is excruiating.
Constant panic attack in my chest, heart racing. Can't sleep. Every time I close my eyes, my feelings play like cruel songs in my head, that hurt me even more. I wake up over and over to stabbing in my chest. Crying every time I think of you.
I didn't know this would be so bad. Praying for some of the pain to be taken away ... to be given the correct perspective. I don't feel like I can bear this hurt. Praying for time to dull the sting.
My house feels so empty without you to look forward to, and without you to talk to
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