date night

Tried to go on a date with someone

It didn't work out so well.

I don't want to hold someone else's hand.
I don't want to be close to someone else.
I only want "him."

not ready.

everyone tells me to get over it and thinks I should be over it by now.

can't

there was something between us that doesn't come around very often.

not sure how to describe it, but its not easy to forget.

I'll try to get back to normal, but I'm not sure what that means.

I just keep trying.

but I wonder if it will ever go away.

Will it always be there, somewhere nagging in my heart?