choose

When next I can talk to you, there is something I want to say:

Choose that you will be with me and live with the consequences... or let me go.
My heart is too broken without you.
If you can't be with me, then I have to try to heal it.
I can't keep holding on and enduring the pain.

Maybe when we talk again, I'll have changed my mind.

...but right now, this isn't fair to either one of us.