autopilot

daily life
going through the motions
moving through time
waiting for time to pass
not allowing myself to feel
no smiles, but no sadness
just existing
but I'm okay with that
today is a good day for that
the usual
my life before you
and possibly my life after you
my coping mechanism
not content, but not yearning
I feel fine
I feel quiet
I don't feel much at all
but I'm okay with that