decisions

(a song I wrote last night)

He won't let me go

but he won't let me keep him.

he knows he should let me go

but he can't

my heart is aching, cannot heal

stop the pain

you rip the wounds back open

it makes fresh the pain

run away from all of this, with me

please I beg you

run

or leave

and don't come back to hurt me

my heart is aching, cannot heal

please stop the pain

wounds rip back open

it makes fresh the pain

be with me forever

just you and me and happiness

dreams come true

become nightmares when awaken

its beautiful

perfect

flawed

doomed

but mostly I love you

my heart is aching

and I cannot take it

be by my side forever

or leave

please leave

don't leave

don't ever leave

please stop the pain

the wounds rip back open