broken

(past stuff)

This is my very first writing. He tried to break up with me... because it was "for the best and the right thing to do." He said certain things to me - to get us to stop talking, to make it "easier." I couldn't sleep that night. I was up late watching TV and there was a girl on this show that said when she had too much emotion inside, she had to write songs to get it out before it became too much for her to bear. I wrote this that night. She was right. It helped a lot. Its not super poetic, but it got those feelings out so that I could feel a little better.

You told me I was beauiful
I believed you

There was no one else like me

You told me I made you feel amazing

You made me feel the same way

I believed your words

when I looked at your face.

So why did you take it all away?

You threw me away
wasnt' hard at all

You said it was easy

I felt like I was worth while

for the first time in my life

I felt like I was special

but everything is gone

I almost thought you loved me

Imaginary dream

lies in words and in my head

Taken and broken.

I lied to myself

That my feelings weren't this strong

but now that you left

my heart is broken

how can a heart that doesn't feel be broken?

The smile in my life is gone

No longer am I beautiful, special, kind

... I'm just broken